break away.

Blogging at serbian's hse.
Watching Hana Kimi on youtube.
And serbian's listening to her mp3.
sleeping her way through the afternoon.
Such a piggy eh. =P

To be continued...

theory.

Kor din bring his laptop out.
I wonder where he went.
Hmm.
It's gd then.
I have internet to use now.
:)

I'm still trying hard to figure out
how actually the 'rubber band' theory works.
Do females have their own theory too?
I shld spend my time to find some theory of ours.
It aint fair if only males have it.

phobia of going that somewhere again..

staring blankly.

I'm staring blankly again.
Hmm.
Dunno what to do.
That's why i blog.

Men comes from Mars.
Women comes from Venus.
Is that logically true?
Psychologically it's true.
They have different needs & desire.
They think differently.
But. why are they put together as one?
Ironically, why cant society accept les & gays?
I'm getting kinda curious abt how our minds work.

It's weird how fate let both of them met.
And why some ppl aren't fated together.
What if you decided not to go out today?
You might have met another person.
The whole of your life might change.

And. how do both of them get attracted when they were just strangers a sec before?
Hmm. well. probably there's no answer to it anyway.

disappointed.

I just wanna be alone..

loneliness.

Busy with CNY stuffs.
Cant find time to blog too.
No com, kor's not in.
So cant blog.
Hmm. let me sum it up.
Went ard collecting Ang Paos.
Gambling here & there.
Losing & winning.
Every year is abt the same.
Just that compared to the past, i've not been visiting my JB relatives.
Instead they come to my hse.

Went to Mr Seow & Mrs Ng's hse the other day with a small grp of frens.
Kinda disappointed la.
Din wanna mention.
Deleted it all.

Anyway, it's fun gambling with frens.
Tho' din win any money.
It's fun!
Carried Mrs Ng's baby.
It's sooooo cute!
Love babies.
Have been carrying babies & playing with kids.
They're adorable.
:D
I sound like a nanny uh?
Lol.

CNY is abt all.
Got to watch Protege yesterday evening.
There was a long queue the past few days due to the Lunar New Year.
Warn you ppl first.
Never buy tickets on the last min.
Cos' you'll have to queue for it.

It's not whether i'm working or not.
It's the feeling of being alone.
It's like this during my childhood time.
And history repeats itself again this time.
Like what the movie says,
"Why do ppl take drugs? It's because of the emptiness inside them."
For me, it's not the emptiness but the loneliness.
Get it?

headache :(

Wee~ bought mao mao heels today.
Shopping spree with bian.
Sweat alot just now.
Alot of ppl during fri afternoon.
Argh. Squeeze here & there.
Next time i wont go on fri!

Bought 2 shirts for dear.
Not very nice but at least dear got shirt to wear. (:
I saw quite a few nice de.
But too exp.
No money le. spent all. =(
Still trying to search for jeans skirts..
Saw 1 Mc Queen skirt. so nice.
but dun have my size.
I'm fat la. x(
Another 1 is the white skirt.
Love it so much.
But too exp lo. $29 cheapest.
Got crystal on it.
Will buy it next time.
Hope it's not sold out by then. hmm.

Having headache now. :(
BOO!
I think it's because i washed my hair too late in the night.
And i slept w/o drying them.
It's only 1 time.
I got this headache now.
So i better go rest.
Tk cares!

Missed..

x( humph.

Bad day la.
Argh.
At home nothing to do.
Heng. Kor at home acc me.
He was running late when he woke up in the morning.
So decided not to go to sch instead.
Played code-breaker with him.
He was lucky la. =P

Damn it.
Darn angry. ARGH!
1st priority wont be you anymore!
humph! >(

Anyway, going shopping with bian tmr.
Roaming for my red heels.
Wee~ I love shopping.
Turning in soon.

x(

Happy V Day! (:

Talk abt ytd first.
K-pool at cineleisure was fun!
W/o having gangs ard.
We were the first to reach there.
Got the corner table. quite lucky actually.
Cos' it's so ma lu for those beginners like me & some others.

Played with na. We kept laughing.
Dunno why we just din have that strength to hit the balls. LOL.
For me, i think it's my placing of fingers. haha.
Weak hands.
I find my hands not smooth enough. Lol.
Hand lotion the next time round! Suggested by bian!
Lol. Last ball was the most difficult to hit.
Na finally ended the game. haha.

Cam-whoring with na!


So funny. Na tried so hard to make her tongue stick out cos' for the previous photos we cant see her tongue. haha.


Kisses for nana! <3


Next up! TCC. Before that we went to take neoprints. Havent gotten frm na yet.







And there...

Our class couple. so sweet.



Serbian is jealous. so she pop in front of both na & me. Lol.


4 of us.


Before this shot is taken, there's sth funny happen. That's why we smiled so happily. LOL. Right?

We 3 took another neoprint after which. Have yet to receive so ppl.. pls hold on.

Okay. now.
Happy V Day to everyone!
Esp. my dearest! hees.
I bought a badminton bag for him.
All thks to Zhi Hong's help. :)
Dear wanted this bag so much.
I just manage to buy it ytd night PLUS w/o him knowing.
I kept delaying.
So last min.
Luckily it was the last bag ytd.
*phew*
I wonder what shld i buy if the bag is sold out.
hmm.
Dear played mahjiong throughout the night.
Din have any slp.
So he's there slping now.
He fix the jigsaw puzzle for me.
Bought it 2 yrs back during V day.
He told me the process of fixing the jigsaw.
I'm so touched.
I din even dream of him doing this alone.
He's so impatient.
but he did it!
with a little help of his mum. 5-6 pieces.
He's GREAT!
Altho' there's no present, no roses.
I'm still very glad.
:)
It's the thought that counts. hees.
I love you, my dear!

Not much of a celebration today.
But it's ok.
As long as you're with me for Valentines, it's the best thing on earth.
Thanks for the understanding.
You make a good boyfriend.
You always sleep like a hamster.
Rolling inside the blanket.
Lazy to wake up to go anywhere.
But still.
You're the one i love the most.
I never regret having you.

For those who are alone, dun be sad.
It's not a lonely day for you.
V day's not just for lovers but also for friends.
Meet up with ur friends and let's PARTY!
The next guy will be a better one.
Happy V. Day to all!

To Serbian & Anna:
Altho' it's V day, but just wanna say a great thanks. You guys rocks! It's another chapter ahead. I dunno when our friendship will just fade unknowingly. But i hope you all will still rmb me! :) I'm glad to have you guys. All the best in your future endeavors. Hope you all will succeed in your future studies & careers. Keep in touch! Once again, Happy Valentines Day! <33

Sushi-making process.

This is the first sushi i made. Pay attention to the rice there. It's brown. Cos' it's burnt! :(










So, i called my mum for help! Lol. I asked her how to cook rice.
My mum told me the water i put was too little.










Ensure there's enough water!










Now! We'll cook it. RICE COOK.










Nicely cooked. hees. (:










Add a bit of vinegar.










Taaa-daaa! Nice? lol. A bit crooked tho'.










Looks delicious? haha.










Not bad la. lol.










There i am. Food poisoning. X(









I think i'm not meant to cook la. So let my dear cook for me! hehe. but mummy, kor & dear ate mine. nothing happen. perhaps it's the over-cooked rice! humph.

Dilemma.

Chosen my 12 choices.
But have yet to rank them.
It's a hard time ranking them.
It's the first few choices above that matters the most.
Sigh.
What shld i put?
Is that my interest or just following the crowd?

Can SP just renovate those old buildings?!
It's so OLD!
And it's spooky at night.
I wont want to have CCA if it's so.
That's 1 of the reasons why i dun wan SP.

Anyway, dear went jogging.
Wanted to discuss with him.
humph. X(
In deep dilemma now.
Any advise?

Oh ya. i promised to upload my sushi-making-process photos.
Hah. i'll do it now. (:

Glad. (:

Results out ytd.
That was the moment.
Being the 20th to get my result.
Most of my friends got theirs.
Some cried. Some smiled.
It'll be great if there's someone upstairs to video this moment.
Anyway, it's my turn then.
I was darn nervous that when i settled down in front of Mr Chew, i shivered.
He showed me my result.
Cos' i was nervous, my thots doesn't seems like working.
My mind was in a blank.
Nothing went in. until.
Mr chew told me what i've got for R4 & R5.
I was eligible for both poly & JC.
Mr Chew & Miss Woo congrat me.
I was glad. (:
Because of the nervousness inside me, i burst into tears uncontrollably.
Caught by Mr Seow. -.-
Then, walked towards dear.
He claimed that i scared him. lol.

Finally.
Everything's over. Another chapter will begin soon.
Poly is my choice.
But which course shld i take?
Still in a confusion.

Sec sch ended.
I know some things must end.
But i dun hope it ended this way.
I din know what exactly happen.
I thought i was just too sensitive.
I guess my feeling was right.
You chose to be like this.
I have no right to say anything.
It's a huge disappointment anyway.

Dear, you have been my great support.
I'm glad you're there with me everytime.
It'll be another difficult year ahead.
There'll be lesser time together.
No doubt that our heart are together.
We'll not know what other obstacles will be ahead of us.
Stay strong & firm.
I'm sure we'll go through it together smoothly.

I hope..

Quite true actually.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Com down again -.-

Com's down again. That's why i din update. :(
Dunno why it kept having prob. Probably it's OLD.
A new lappy pls~
Din dare to ask more frm mum.
Had been asking alot frm her alr. I guess she's broke by now.
I'm spending way too much la. aix.

Food poisoning 2 days back. Tried to make sushi for my dear.
Rice was over-cooked. I still ate it. Too little water i guess.
Photos upload later~

Din do anything for the past few days. Felt useless la.
Still. Din want to work. :(

Went to visit dear's bro. First visit.
See a change in him.
His thots. Yea.
Family's more bonded with him. That's what i feel. (:

Anyway, went to Redhill to take dear's LG chocolate phone.
Lol. it's spoilt. =P
connection prob.
he blames me for pulling the phone when we're quarreling that night.
the fact is that LG (Life's Good) is not good la.
bleah~

Had chicken rice at the coffee shop nearby.
Dear was there enjoying the slow pace life.
-.- wanting to buy a flat there.
i rejected. haha.
I wan place which is accessible.
lalala~

Took train back to wdls.
Watched 'Happy Birthday'
It's romance movie.
Dear fell aslp when reaching the end. Lol.
He only likes action movie.
stubborn guy.
The movie's not so bad la. 3 stars lo.
Dear gave 1.5 stars. Haha.
The story plot's quite simple.
but Louis Koo is shuai la. *grins*

Actually, dated Serbian to Bugis.
i thot i had to reject her today cos' i was having cramps yesterday night.
it ended up this girl having cramps this morning. Lol.
Take care, bian!
So, i have to go down alone to get my heels.
Meeting mum for dinner tonight. (:

Currently, at dear's house.
He's rolling up his blanket and napping again la. That piggy!
humph! "gotta wake him up soon!"

Result's out tmr.
Lucks to me, pls.
Sigh..

Misses again.

Dear played pool again.
I wanna play!
Bring me there, dear :(

Next friday. the day that will determine our future. Everyone's worrying. It's a long & tough journey before we finally reached our destiny. We're all looking forward to this particular day where sorrows & joy take place.

Imagining for the worst. Getting anxious, worried. How well did i do?
Did all my hard work went down the drain?
Din i work hard?
Din i have put in enough effort?

Worried is the only word.

Eye infection. =(

Tue, Serbian & i went for a shopping spree at bugis. Woo-hoo! Alot of stuffs to buy. it's been a long time since i've last been to Bugis village. Trend changed. selling diff stuffs. I love this 'shoe-trend' so much. it's like everywhere there's high heels till like.. i'm going crazy! i love heels! they're so P-R-E-E-E-T-T-Y! cos' i'm short. :( nida wear sth high to be compatible with my dear. hehe.

We went Icon first. bought a skirt for $10. it's quite old-fashioned la. but it's cheap. so i dun care. lalala~ lol. then, bought a dark red heels for $28 with soles behind. Regretted when i went home after going to bugis village. The red heels that i desire isn't that dark colored. *sad* but, i dunno it's luck or fate. the auntie that sells vitagen to my mum saw my heels. she asked me when i'm going down to bugis again. she wanted me to help her buy. i ended up selling my pair to her. so glad! heh. thks, auntie! *wide smile* :)

Will be going down to Bugis village again another day. Serbian, want an accompany again? haha. Have been daydreaming of me having a shoe cabinets with all the high heels with diff colors & patterns. woo~ if it comes true, that'll be GREAT!

Anyway, met dear at night for dinner. Had sliced fish u-mian while dear had chicken cutlet mee-pok. Wanted to help him order. He refused. cos' his elbow is bandaged. can't bend. can only eat with 1 arm. :( felt kinda sad. altho' it's not permanent. take great care, my dear! if not, i ban you from badminton then you know! humph! X(

Dear walked me home. I think it's probably more than a hundred times that he walked me home. it felt as sweet as the first time. (: I appreciate the every single time he send me home. cos' i know the trouble of sending me home & the loneliness of walking back home alone. despite his tiredness, if it's dark at night and he's with me, he'll sure to send me home. A few times i begged for him to let me go home alone, he rejected firmly. It's this kind of small actions which makes me feel blessed. (:

Yesterday morning, i woke up with my right eye red & painful. couldn't open it. tears kept rolling down. felt like i'm going blind! kor din want to acc me to the poly clinic and he's going out also. so, i msg dear to acc me to the poly clinic. i called him 2 times before he called back again. he said he'll meet me after his facilitator goes out. i was surprised. i thot he din want to acc me. but he did! hees. love him so much!

We reached there abt 12noon. registration would only start at 1.30pm so dear acc me to the coffee shop nearby to have my lunch. We came back at 1pm. Dear had phobia of seeing those turning fans on the ceiling. because of me, he endured. thanks, dear! It took abt 3 whole hours just for an eye drop. -.-

Had dinner at his hse. her mummy cooked. then dear sent me home at 10pm. *smile* i reached home to find that his hp was with me. i went down to look for him. but too late le. he rode home le. So, his hp is not with him today.

I'll be going to shop N save to help my mum change voucher then go cwp to change my contact lenses. What's next? not sure. hehe.

Anyway, i've overdosed. not medicine. but eye drops! put too many eye drops into my right eyes. suppose to have 1 drop and i put 3! that's why i'm always feeling the bitter taste in my mouth. aww~ so bitter!

Yea! Swimming~ Jigsaw puzzle~
Dun forget oh! (: